I had my first in-person job interview today. Strangely I should have been apprehensive but I was not. It was a really good experience. I liked my interviewers and felt like I was talking to old acquaintances. We started laughing when I assumed that one of my interviewers was reaching for my resume that was in an envelope in my hand lol when all she wanted was a hand shake smh and we laughed and smiled to the end.

For me this experience was a two-sided coin. I fear I am more conflicted than the first job offer I got and turned down. On one hand if I do get and take the job, I will be working with what seems to be some really great individuals in a company that seems to have a nice culture. I will also have the opportunity to work towards doing what I really want to do. Yet on the other hand, I will have to say good bye to the persons who have been my work family for almost five years. I can already feel the tears banking up.

*sigh* This is life. Making decisions which though can be very rewarding, can also be very heart-rending. Then one is left with following instincts and praying that you choose the right decision.

Feeling conflicted but PLEASED…. Talk about mixed feelings 🙂

XOXO

Chañel

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